Perkongsian teman senasib….

aku terasa sgt …kesepian..seolah2 aku kesorangan..walaupun aku di kelilingi ramai family yg tersayang….

so aku pun berjinak2 msk forum….tgk ader tak org yg senasib ngn aku…ramai sebenarnya..Alhamdulillah…dpt jugak aku pinjam kekuatan dorang…sebab bile aku cite kt dorang, they are all very supportive…sebab dorang rasa apa yg aku rasa…ini antara yg aku share kt forum tu dgn teman yg senasib….

“semenarnya sy tgh mc lagi…nex week br start keje….

semenarnya jugak, sy da stat keje 2 minggu lps….sy pun sm cam myluv…2 org bestfren sy kt pun opiz preggy….kitorang g cek up sama2…sy phm mcm mna rsnya dulu kita ngn bestfren hepi2 kita cite psl bb and suddenly we not….

ms 1st day sy keje pas cuti seminggu (dr. bg mc semiggu jer memula), bergenang mata sy tgk perut dorang makin bsr, tp sy kuatkan semangat psl tak nak dorang jauhkan diri dr sy….sy still hepi tgk dorang preggy n sy doakan dorang suma slamat bersalin..sy psn kt dorang jg diri n bb baik2..biar sy sorang jer merasa pahitnya kehilangan…

tp…walaupun org nmpk mcm kuat…bile time dpn pc…tetibe jer air mata slalu berlinang…pemurah sgt…tp sy thn esak tak bg org dgr….keje langsung tak bole fokus…mcm2 di fikiran, projek sy pun pas kt org lain…siap ckp kt bos, i need a break, i x bole pg site or meeting sbb i tak ready…i ckp kang ader yg dpn client tetibe nagis…

nasib baik dia phm..dia soh cool dn 2-3 bln..in fact dia appologize sbb sblm ni byk bergantung kt sy..(yer la, suma pojek na soh handle, aku lak jenis suka challenge.. accept je suma) tu la mslhnya…sy fikir sy tak reti cool dn…ms peknen pun kj overnite cam biasa….mayb thats y bos pun rs guilty….

so…br kje 2-3 ari da x lrt na keje..da la x fokus…ader dateline lak ari rabu..(sy kena rush jugak tu) sudahnya, ari khamis mc lagi…psl bdn still lemah, bleeding byk, rushing lak…ari jumaat trus bos soh amik mc lagi seminggu…

sblm tu besrfren sy ckp,sy ni kuat betul, psl bole dtg opiz lagi (dia mksdkan sanggup tgk dorang peknen) dia kt, kalo dia, mmg dia takkan dtg keje psl kt opiz ader 2 org lain peknen…

dlm hati aku pulak pk…kalo aku tak kuat semgt, takkan na putus kwn kot…hehehe terfikir gak siap na migrate suma…klakarkan..?”

hmmm….tah camne la agaknya aku na keje minggu dpn…pjm mata jer la…mt aku mmg sepet pun…

Tremendous loss~part II

It was Sunday.

I woke up with a big smile on my face, knowing I’ll be seeing my bb that day, as it was my first antenatal check up as my pregnancy had reached 3 month.

I’m so excited, we even skipped breakfast that morning. As we reached Pusrawi medical centre, I waited patiently for my turn. I heard my name called and quickly rush to the doctor’s room. As I expected, it was dr. Zarina from Kohilal, ( I went there once for pregnancy advise), and we chat about my pregnancy.

And then…as I lay in the bed for baby scanning, I still wear that smiley face, until…

“I’m sorry…your baby didn’t grow…there’s no heart beat…”

For a moment…I was like… numb…tergamam…tetiba terasa ade kepulan awan di sekeliling ku…mcm bermimpi…and my mind went blank…. (this is my previous post: for a full story, kindly klik the above title – Tremendous loss)

So, there’s a first phase (well, I dont count crying as a phase, yet) denial.

Especially my husband (or maybe he just trying to comfort me) he insisted we go for a second opinion. But I can’t think at that time as all I remember was, for couple of days before I don’t have trouble going to toilet (yes, pregnancy coz you a lot of trouble in toilet). It occurred to me, maybe… that was a sign. A sign that I ignored. Another sign was, before that ( I cant remember when) I felt the pain in my stomach, and my ass too. Again, I ignored the sign. Actually more to comforting myself that is part of morning sickness or what so ever pregnancy problem….

And so, as i cried and cried and cried at home, I finally had the courage to called my mom, told her everything what happened. She said she wanted to come to me, instead I said I’l be at her’s. After a while as my head can think clearly, we went for a second clinic before heading to my mum’s. And the result is the same, I had lost my baby…

As Godwill, on the very same day,in the evening, I had my first bleeding. (Suhaila said it’s called spotting as it’s a line of blood) I cried when I saw it.  Now I really think this is a clear sign that my baby is gone…

Now, apart from sadness, I’m terrifying..should I do dnc or let it happen naturally…as I’m afraid if I dont do dnc, it will effect my future pregnancy, or God knows if it’ll become something else in me…cancer ker…nauzubillah!

So, after getting advise from my friend (Suhaila, she’s a gov dr. and she herself has experience of miscarriage) the next day we went to Hospital Selayang for an advise. It was comforting to know that it’s unnecessary to do dnc as the bb will definitely abort himself. Dr. said:

“Allah cipta kita ni sempurna, kalo bb tak sempurna, dia akan gugur sendiri, jadi tak perlu buat dnc pun tak per. Sy bg awk ms 2 minggu, kalo tak gugur jugak, baru dtg balik dan baru kita buat dnc”

And so I decided to wait….

Tremendous loss…

“I’m sorry…your baby didn’t grow…there’s no heart beat…”

For a moment…I was like… numb…tergamam…tetiba terasa ade kepulan awan di sekeliling ku…mcm bermimpi…and my mind went blank….

“Come sit here…”asked dr. Zarina…

Aku dan suami hanya menurut..mcm di pukau..

” You have to do dnc…it will cost you Rm750, you can do it here or kohilal…bincang dulu dgn suami sebelum decide…you may even want to get a second opinion…”

Aku melangkah longlai keluar dari bilik dr, terus aku terjelepuk ke atas sofa empuk dpn biliknya..tak semena-mena air mataku berlinang….

Zul mendakap bahuku…” Sabar yer yang…”

Dan linangan air mataku semakin deras…aku seakan baru tersedar dari mimpi yg memilukan..namun aku pasti ini bukan mimpi….

Sepanjang perjalanan pulang aku tak henti2 menangis…

“We lost our baby bang…our precious baby…I lost my baby….” rintihanku begitu memilukan…namun Zul harus kuat untuk menenangkan aku.

“It’s ok yang…nanti kita buat scan lagi sekali…”

“No! Dr. scanner wont lie…! !We lost our baby!” Tangisan ku semakin kuat sehingga tubuhku menggigil.

We came home straight coz I don’t want to go to another dr.

Kandunganku yg aku jaga…yang aku belai selama selama “>tiga bulan yang lalu…kini tiada…hanya kenangan yang tinggal menghantui…Kenangan yang terlalu indah buat kami berdua…kerana kami telah menantikan kehadiran bayi ini selama lima tahun…dan aku merasakan now is the perfect time as i couldn’t be more than ready…namun kita hanya merancang, Allah jua yg menentukan…

I juz got increment and  a promotion as I’m now a senior interior designer, we got our beautiful new house and we gonna get a new car…what else could we ask for than a baby that would fill in the emptiness in our life…in my life….

I would change our lifestyle for a baby, I dunt need a promotion as compared to baby… I never felt this loneliness in my life…I’m already so attached to this baby, I love him dearly, I became a better person for him: I eat healthy food, I pray a lot, I read more books, I’m doing Maths, I play Sudoku, I watched Astro Oasis (I never watched before but my mom asked me to…) I rest a lot at home…even Zul said, we can save a lot now since we don’t splurge our money for dining out  or movies…

So you understand why this lost had affected me tremendously…

Banyak advised yg aku dpt tp bunyinya sama…susunan ayat  jer lain sket…still…I appreciate all of them…cuma…apa yg aku perlukan…mungkin Suhida jer yg paham…kerana dia tak takut untuk menunjukkan kesedihannya dengan aku…and for that, I thank you…

Sehingga kini perkataan Dr. Zarina semasa aku terbaring untuk di scan berulang2…makin lama makin kerap…

That’s why I think, I just need to cry, i need to tell, i need to let it out..and let go….

Menjawab pertanyaan Suhida: Bz ker? and the answer is…

I hate it when I’m on off day mode but my mind are still thinking bout work. I mean, it’s so tiring, when my mind spinning hard trying to figure out the best solution for my my project, it’s like my body also spinning and in the end I got really exhausted.

And I swear I never….ever…never…complaint about how dull my work routine again. Now that I have all the opportunity to climb to the next level, to face the new challenge I’ve been dreaming of all my life, it didn’t occurred to me it’s going to be this hard. (I have a lot of presentation which I’m excited about compared to documentation stage)  I’m working both last weekend, juggling time for my Hubby and sister birthday ( Happy Birthday Zul & K Min! not to forget to Syafique, fellow blogger) and rumah…. Jgn citer la, tak sempat langsung na mengemas…Masak..? Da sebulan aku tak masak properly…

Talking about house, yup my house are officially sold. That’s y I’m taking leave (ehem, replacement as I work on weekend) today, as we are going to sign house agreement. Thinking bout it make me crying deep inside. I always love this house. But to have  to let her go, makes me heartbroken…

But I have to be strong, a house hunting is always fun. Actually our family hobbies is visiting showhouse, so, of course we have shortlisted our new house gonna be, probably Damansara, or at the skirting of Hartamas, Bukit Prima Pelangi  (just simply because I can’t afford hartamas…hehehe) both are near to our workplace, which complete the main reason why we are moving. Maybe someday I’ll update about them.

Owh! I have to go now, it’s time to go and sign that agreement! Wish me gud luck guys!

p/s: Minta maaf bebanyak coz tak sempat na singgah kt blog kengkawan ( yes, i know u check my visits via blogmeter, sitemeter or thermometer…whatever…I do too! hehehe) apatah lagi na update, byk cite yg na kongsi…till we meet again…

Star Trek 2009

Action : Great

Science Fiction : Yes

Humor : So entertaining!

Shot/Special Effect : Creative & Impressive

Sound effect : Excellent

Storyline : Brilliantly crafted

Costume : Cool

18sx : yes

I am no a fan to Star Trek, but I must say…this is the great adventures story ever!

Dun get me wrong, I love Discovery channel..but I’m not a Trekkies myself since I dun follow them from child, it’s hard to find it interesting….

But I would easily give 4 out 5 point for this! They have develop a strong character for this prelude, how James T. Kirk becomes a legendary captain of USS Enterprise spaceship and how his friendship with Spock blossom even though he was actually a great lecturer (his lecturer) back in Starfleet Academy while he’s just a teenager cadet.

But his bravery and strong will made him the youngest captain back then. It juz so amazing how Chris Pine built up all the confident and charisma for JTK character and he carry it very well through out the movie especially on the battle part and destroying drilling scene.

Yet, before that, it all starts with how his father saved his lives after the spaceship was attacked by Nero which played by Eric Bana. (God! I can’t recoznize him at all coz he’s damn good!) He grew up with all  the anger within himself for what happened to his dad until he’s got a chance to join Starfleet Cadet after he’s got the attention of Captain Christopher Pike as he was a good friend to his late father.

The adventure starts when they are on mission to save Vulcan from an attacked by Nero, but no one knows who’s the villain is until JTK found out with a help from Uhura (yes, she does have a first name..)… his instinct how the attacked are so familiar….

This is when he picked a fight with Spock (not the first time as in the beginning he’s manipulating spaceship training for cadet, the Kobayashi Maru and later he’s got a trial in a court…) which lead him to a great path after Spock send him away in some unoccupied planet.

Zachary Quinto played his part very well too as a half breed Vulcan,Spock. Somehow I notice he’s great in displaying emotion without word, juz like Sylar did in Heroes. Only the look in his eyes (and his eyebrow) tells it all. It’s so funny when JTK came back from outer planet and they had a fight and all, lastly he clap his shoulder  and said ” See? We starting to know each other already?” and Spock give his weird look like he was thinking “What the hell? Who wanted to be friend2 with you…?” Hahahaha…. Now that I know he can also deliver sense of humor I must say now he’s on my great (fav.) actor list!

A huge applause to JJ Abrams for his great touch and not to forget the rest of the casting, which also equally great juz as the leading actor, especially special appearance by Leonard Nimoy as older Spock (and original Spock in their series), Eric Bana and Winona Ryder (both I dun recognized until I saw casting in the end of the movie!)

As all the great review as above, now I’m officially a Trekkies…! Hehehehe… Can’t wait to watch a sequel of this prequel!(?) But first… Let me watch the original version of Star Trek…err…abg..you help me to download ok…mmuah!

P/s: masa tgk kt Cineleisure, dah abih org siap applaused! Last time I remember, applaused I heard was..Lord of the Ring…

Others movie review in this blog (Possibly not automatically generated):

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/02/22/the-curious-case-of-benjamin-button/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/07/wacthmen-movie/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/09/marley-me-movie/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/14/finallywatched-the-slumdog-millionaire-phew/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/26/i-confess-i-enjoyed-confession-of-shopaholic/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/04/11/jangan-tegurjangan-tengok/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/05/01/x-men-origin-wolverine/

Double life?

I juz have this kinda feeling that I’m living a double life.

Not that I’m a Catwoman or a cheer leader who trying to save the world. Not even close.

I mean, on a daytime I had to go to work to earn decent wages in the end of the month. And at nite, I become a blogger where as I can express my self thru my writing. Which something I love. Something that become my passion once upon a time.Something that I feels right to do and now is the time for me to begin again.

But the thing is, I’ve realized since last month I’m so bz I juz don’t have time to spend in here. Yup, even I’ve so little time to spend after work, I have to juggle between work(again, by that means I’m working extra hours after 6.00p.m), family, social life, leisure and of course, Zul….

So, if I’m leaving office at 9 p.m, I then off to have dinner:

a) at mom’s place…chit-chat2 until 12 then go home straight to bed.

b)with friends…which obviously could take more than hour…until 12 then go home straight to bed.

c) depends on my movie,since wednesday is movie day for us, if showtime at 10 p.m, after 12 a.m go home and straight to bed.

d) juz the two of us but then we always have something to do or somewhere to go..then go home at 12.00 p.m and straight to bed…

See? I’m juz so occupied, time is something I dun have to lead a double life…for instance last month I only posted six entry…pathetic, I know….owh, btw meaning of double life is because the month before I could write almost everyday! Even if it took me after 12.00 a.m!

Surprise? Well, don’t..coz my work are still under control at that moment so I can still sleep less and focus at work (eh, tak busy sangat pun…tak la fokus sangat pun..heheh) but now,  I have more responsiblity(more work), to be honest, I can’t think about anything else but work!(aha….that’s y I dun write a lot,haa…! now only I know…not juz my body are tired but my mind are more exhausted!)

Still, in my mind now, leading a double life as this is like having an affair, today, while at work I kept thinking about writing but then I have to shut it off as I have urgent things to do!  But when I’m committed working, I started to feel guilty coz I can’t stop thinking to write!

Have u ever been in a situation when u r doing something but on the other hand, u feel that u should be doing something else instead? And deep down in your heart u r trying hard to calm down and not to feel guilty? That’s how I feels.

How I admire some people who can commit to their work and their passion at one go! God, they r juz so lucky!

~sigh~

P/S: Nasib baik esok TGIF, mindset kalo tido lmbt tak per psl dah nak weken… padahal sok ader presentation…lagi! uhuk! (tu la ari tuh ngadu keje boring sgt..nah amik ko! tak bersyukur lagi tu..ish…ish….)

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http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/04/21/hello-again/

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ZARA WAREHOUSE SALE???!!!

hot' pants

Wokey….! I know I had posted something about reformed shopaholic…how I hated the ending of Confession of a Shopaholic the Movie and become one…but…. I take it all back! I mean….ZARA WAREHOUSE SALE???!!! It just too hard too resist! hehehe….

Wokie…but the thing is, I did not juz get one pair of them but three? Feeling guilty? Erm…after Zul convinced me it was worth buying, I was…ok, what the heck! (Itu pun after promise to him ~and to myself~ this is the last shopping of the month, (opps! b4 that we went for shopping at Nichi last week and I declared the same promise!) hehehe (now I’m feeling guilty…luckily Zul insist!)

It’s not really my fault…really! But it so funny when we had to surrender our bag to be tag, and I couldn’t wait so I  asked Zul to wait instead while I hurriedly heading to ladies section! The most funny part (and ridicilous) is that they purposely don’t provide fitting room? Common….Benjamin Franklin warehouse sale also got consideration what…. But,  I dun care..when I asked the sales girl, her answer was:

“There’s no fitting room here, u hv to try on ur own pants”

Ok, u think I won’t do it?

Toot….! Wrong answer!

I juz put on all selected item that I wanted to try on my skinny jeans, but in the end, I’m not satiaresfied as I’m afraid if they are bigger than my actual size since I’m wearing double…then it occurs to me…guess what?

I ran looking for a skirt, found one and quickly goes to the other corner of the shop and put it on! Not that I’m looking for a skirt, juz that its easier for me to fit in those trousers comfortably! Hehehe…lek loy aaa…

So, that’s how I ended up with three pants  on the way home…I like them a lot I already wore one yesterday…..

p/s: the truth about ZARA is how I love their quality, for instance my pants two years old are still in great condition! (except when I’m gaining my weight last year and I almost looked like nangka bungkus…luckily I got high fever and I got my old figure back!but still cant achieve my size when I’m early 20++ I wore 25, but now is scary, almost reach my age…! Hahaha!)

It’s never a waste to spend on a good quality pants whereas on cloth I prefer buying cheaper range coz people notice them more often..means more clothing indeed! (again, not an excuse for shopping)

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X-MEN Origins WOLVERINE!

Rock! I’m not really a fan of X-Men but this movie really make me love Wolverine even more ( or was it Hugh Jackman!) hehehe

Hugh Jackman as Wolverine.

This movie really blown me away for what it is and the fact the I love Hugh Jackman since The Prestige and Australia movie really gets me going.

The action was awesome, especially every time he gets his retractable claws out! He is no the kind of superhero with the expensive and shiny suits to fit in, yet he’s so real he don’t need any of them. He acted his character so comfortably I almost believed he was born Wolverine! Not to mentioned his sense of humor (in sarcastically way) creates so much fun in there.

This maniacally paced, extremely entertaining and — dare one say it — touching spin-off from the X-Men film franchise seeks to explain the back story of Wolverine who, let’s face it, was the only “real” character among the X-Men cast for his extremely strength that conquered all that make Wolverine is far more energetic than the first two lethargic X-Men films.

“Kicking off in the 1800s, Wolverine shows our hero Logan as a kid who has trouble dealing with his special mutant super-powers, which chiefly involve his ability to grow killer, razor-sharp blades of bone out of his knuckles. These are later replaced by killer, razor-sharp blades of steel that cause him trouble while visiting the bathroom.

As an immortal, Logan deploys his killing skills in the big war zones of the 20th century before going into retirement as a lumberjack and living in the Rockies with his girlfriend. But two villains disrupt his quiet life.

One is his brother Victor (Leiv Schreiber), whose super-strength is supplemented by an impressive set of pointy fingernails. Whereas Logan is all about control and focus of his power, Victor is more into venting his rage.

The other is military man William Stryker (Danny Huston), who recruits mutants for special operations. He sorely wants Logan to get with the program, the aim being to turn him into the ultimate weapon by injecting his bones with a substance that will make him indestructible.

The film’s visual effects are of a standard wherein a guy with a scabbard can slice a bullet in half in ultra-slow motion, and Logan’s climactic battle upon the rim of a nuclear cooling tower is genuinely impressive.”Reviewer Jim Schembri  from http://www.theage.com.au/news/entertainment/film/film-reviews/wolfman-jackman-nails-the-franchise-jackpot/2009/04/28/1240684458215.html

It’s so sad that his desire to live as normal human being has turned into an ugly revenge that change his life forever. But then that what makes him Wolverine…..All in all this movie was so entertaining  I just couldn’t wait for another sequel!

p/s: memula marah2 zul coz dah 3 hari tak cukup tido dia pulak booked mvie ni on 29th April kul 10.45 p.m, (i mean, weekend juz around the corner? but he juz can’t wait!)  da siap tetido dlm kete na tunggu tu….nasib baik worth it! hehehe (siap tukar cakar harimau jadi cakar wolverine tu! hehehe oops! 18sx pulak) and I’m so sorry last month was so busy tak sempat na post about Fast & Furious movie and He’s just not into you, to cut it short, HJNIU is a worth to watch as it was a hilarious movie!

For other movie review by me, kindly klik:

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/02/22/the-curious-case-of-benjamin-button/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/07/wacthmen-movie/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/09/marley-me-movie/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/14/finallywatched-the-slumdog-millionaire-phew/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/03/26/i-confess-i-enjoyed-confession-of-shopaholic/

http://cheesy8.wordpress.com/2009/04/11/jangan-tegurjangan-tengok/

G Hotel, Penang

Phew! It’s a bright sunny day (and hot!) when we arrived at Penang, even though it’s only eleven a.m…

Before we went to project site at Batu Feringghi, we did a detour to Gurney Plaza to grab a quick lunch (at eleven a.m? coz we are a workaholic you know, sometime we forgot how fast time fly). But, before that, a must visit to G Hotel.

g hotel bar welcomes u entrance from g mall

electic mix of seating chairs at lounge

"Shell chair" originally by Hans J.Wegner

lounge...

n me in it

jane...(aku post coz aku tau ko windu kn dia kn suhida...

always love this bench and the huge floor lamp

vanity counter in v-shape detail

look at the staircase detail, the last steps using natural stone while railing carry interesting detail

overall view from first floor

Done with the interior design? Let’s take a peek how the outside gonna look like…Yes..I’m talking bout the splash area!

planter box on water feature

delicious swimming pool

it's too hot to swim anyway

shower area

cozy seating...but believe me, u dun want to hang out there in day time..it juz so hot!

I like this hotel for it’s casualness..and the fun & trendy style that suit the overall concept of G Hotel, it juz make me feel cozy but at the same time, I do think the eclectic mix of  furniture were a bit too much. However, all I can say is this is the hip hotel for leisure and bussiness.

By the way, after snapping photo we quickly grab our lunch and then heading to Bukit Feringghi.

p/s: Phew! Believe me or not this post has been in my draft box more than 2 weeks! Thank God I finally got time to post this…Well, be patience (again) for more interesting story for my site visit experience…

HELLO Again…

How I miss blogging so much! There’s so much to tell I can’t even decide where to start!

Ok, let’s start with…..

Thousands apologize to fellow reader out there for all your patience waiting for my updates. The fact that I’m able to update my post almost everyday last month, make me felt guilty… I dun even have enuf time to visit other’s blog…!

Thank you is the least that I can say…(Chewah) I’m just so occupied this few weeks, all I can think about is my work, short trip (which I’ll be posting afterward), rushing for construction issuance, rushing (again) for presentation, rushing for a lucky house buyer….(Yes, I’m finally selling my house! and Jangan Tegur has nothing to do with that…hehehe..again, another funny story I will be sharing later)…and everyday things that made me so exhausted….

Secondly, the presentation was held today. It was a project at Vietnam and I’m so excited I was given a chance to prepare are proposal for a show unit over there. The architect called me last week and briefly explain to me about the project, then having a follow up meeting just made my adrenaline rushed like crazy!

So, today, the meeting ended after 7.oo p.m as we started after 4.00 which fine by me as I’m on a cloud nine! Thank God, the client loves it so much, so is the architect. (excuse me, the last time I had this excitement for an interesting project was…the previous hotel project…but, since now is the documentation stage, it’s so boring, I always make noise to Suhida literally every morning about how boring it was…. and yer, aku paham suhida betapa boring nyer buat teknikal smpi rasa na tertido..na termuntah pun ada…zzzzzz….. )

But now, even this means I have extra workload, which I’m fine with, (for now,at least) I totally excited as the client really buy the ideas of Manhattan living style (well…not quite true as my proposal is actually creative urban, but since he adore it so much, he named it as a Manhattan style…which I’m ok with that..) He himself is the former architect, so he glad that we are on the same language  in term of design… (but I’m sorry I cant post the proposal here just as yet, but I will someday)

I really hope this will work out good as this is a fast track project, I’m quite nervous will I be able to deliver on time….

Thirdly, I wanted to thank my dear friend who always get my zzzz….sms-ed every morning, who else if not Suhida? (I know, tag ko pun tak buat lagi, and thanks for the award, nanti aku post pelan2 yer…)

suhida...aku pinjam pic ko ni yer..malas lak na browse pic lain

Fourthly, I wanted to apologize to K Ito as I always forgot to lend you a book that you asked for? (Was it “Can you keep a secret” by Sophie Kinsella? Tau jer abg Lee bukannya ingat nama buku, dia sebut ujung2 jer…kena bg dia minum pati ayam brand…heheheh esok saya bawak, promise!)

k ito n abg lailee...sorry tak der pic lain la...

Okey..tipu...ader pic lain tp pic yg memula better kan..? psl in this k ito tgh konpius na minum kopi aper n abg lee dgn sabarnyer menunggu order itu..walau dia semenarnya rs na ckp g la order sendiri...!hahaha ok , ini ajer pic kt bakery stakat ni nanti sy post psl kita kat sana k?

Fifth, apologize again to those readers for the late reply, be it your posted comment or inquiry email…

Thank you again all dear readers….and please come again…!

Happy continue reading!

igt aku na post pic korang jer? pic aku pun na enterframe gak..hehehe

P/S: last but not least…of course thank you to my abg, coz tiap kali aku kata jap bang, ag 5 min na post ni, na attached pic jer tp cam biasa meleret smpi 1/2 jam ke sejam..now dia da tertido pun…hehehe…tq abg….jasamu ku kenang selamanyer….ewah!